Last Year Of To The Start Of A New Chapter
.This is it!....Last year of high school witch means after i walk down to get my diploma I will officially be a young adult. Just thinking about it gives me the chills a sort of funny feeling i bet every high school who is so close to graduate feels. Am not for one am excited for the testing the endless all nighter's i have to pull just because I procrastinated on it or because I was to lazy and didn't feel up to it,
I've mange so far to stay intact in with grades but I hope by the end of I don't suffer
update:11-2-16
With the first semester ending finishing mr. Triggers class won't be easy, economics isn't exactly my best subject if you know what I mean. However I've been accepted to English 251 cos College course classes during High School classes in first class . Dr.Carr is one of the professors over at cos who agreed to go to the high school to teach collage 251 to English 1 to the seniors here at the school.. am having a little trouble keeping up though, it's not that I don't get the whole subject I understand the whole 2 measurement topics he is trying to connect into one big subject of historical moments back in time of the Butterflies by Julia Alvarez the book was about four sisters who were a part of an underground organization to take down the Dominican Republic's dictator Rafael Trujillo for countless acts of human abuse by slaughtering not just helpless people from the Dominican Republic but also millions of Haitians from the other side of the island. The other book that I am reading right now is farewell to manzanar that takes place in 1941 where Japanese and Americans are transferred to a camp somewhere in the U.S a 9 year old girl ,at the time, was sent to a camp with her family for Japanese descent due to the fact that her father was just a fisherman and the US suspicions of her father being a Japanese American spy. For that her father is separated from her family for almost a year but one day they were reunited again in the camp manzanar the young girl realized that her father has changed. I understand subjects dates times but the one thing I don't get test I find it difficult to find myself eating to test I don't know if it's the fact that I'm scared or that I'm not that good enough hopefully my next entry I have a little bit of Faith for myself i just hope the rest of 2016 is better.
3-10-17
As I get closer and closer to the end of the year and closer to graduation day and after that I will get closer to COS...and ill end my high school life by myself for I've made the choice to go on with my life with out the support of my mother. The choice isn't as much as a wonderful story as most people would tend to think when a girl who had a rough start has a happy ending ...well i hope not yet that is i want more to life then some happy story book ending and i want more then just some dead end job that ill grow bored of after the first year. What dose it matter its already done right? WRONG! it isn't over not in a long shot. I want to see new worlds helping people and still doing something that I love witch is making videos but i still want an education to fall back on if it doesn't go my way. I move into my new life on the 20th of this month and I don't know what to expect from my mother she's as stubborn as me. But she has never really seem to care about my education like she claims she dose with other people she even told me that i wouldn't make it am just so close in proving her wrong. I will prove to everyone that they where wrong about the girl who always made a mess of things who always had to pick fights even when they were not her own. I pray a better life for my self and i pray i make it out there.
Jr year. Do or not
The beginning of junior year I started with only 45 credits and when Miss Benitez told me that I only have 45 credits I begin to think long and hard about my education and what I have done in the past two years being in Lindsay High School and honestly I was disappointed not just in myself but disappointed in the time that I wasted just messing around and not listening to the teachers it honestly scared me to death and I had to do something about it I didn't exactly realize this until the end of the first semester. The second semester I Shield myself from the rest of the world until I got my grades up that is I even took summer school just so I can be ready for my last year by the end of summer school ended up with 185 credits exactly enough credits to start my senior year off right that will mean I will only need forty-five more credits to go with a full year of course and when got those credits , with the help with the staff in E-2 , and my special ed teachers bugging me to death until I actually got my grades up but no kidding they literally wouldn't get off my case to be honest I'm actually happy that they wouldn't leave me alone because if they didn't I'll probably still doing the same things I used to do slacking off and doing nothing. I'll be pretty much excited for next year I'm glad it will give me hopefully I don't get senior credits it is and drop out I don't want life to get me by and that's why it leads me to the right path I want to make my mom proud I want to make my family proud and by doing that I need to start by finishing High high school I want to be the second person from my last name to go to high school finish High School to graduate and a university. am still trying to see what i will be doing after cos and what university i will be transferring to
Softmore year Can't high school end already?!?
2 year was it not exactly how I pictured it but it was something that I will never forget my sophomore year I finally found a group I finally found a group of people who I actually call friends because I know they'll have my back they proven it more than one time. but anyway the classes seem a little bit easier ( i lied ) it turns out they weren't as easy as I have thought they were... this year was something I would forget.
The begging of the second semester was the worse ending up i took the test somewhere else then with the others in my class and when i came back it was even worse then ever before due to the mess of other people my choices weren't exactly nice if you where the one who lived my choices i didn't do better then the last year ...I did completely worse
The begging of the second semester was the worse ending up i took the test somewhere else then with the others in my class and when i came back it was even worse then ever before due to the mess of other people my choices weren't exactly nice if you where the one who lived my choices i didn't do better then the last year ...I did completely worse
Freshmen year Growing up...
This is it freshman year the high school is smaller than I imagined but I'm not judging and I won't get lost right?
Okay scratch that last entry I just got lost and it's only been my first month here talk about typical "freshman" so get this I was looking for algebra one when I just stumbled into Spanish 2 people kept yelling at me and telling me to go to the wing how was I supposed to know I lost my schedule after the first week does Hope High School will get more exciting in the same piercing then what just happened to me right now
So I'm in the first semester finishing to the second semester and Christmas is about to come and when we come back it will be already the classes are getting hard and the only classes I get is health and the interesting we had a subject is what happens when a tattoo and piercing goes horribly wrong. I didn't know that if blood connected to other blood can end up in cancer and if a piercing goes bad and it goes through a vein then you'll probably die.
Second semester: last week of school sorry I haven't updated you so much stress and it's only my first year teachers were talking about some tests next year that we have to prepare for something that will be a requirement for graduation how hard can you be a mean I only need 350 points in each and only passed two tests no big deal right or am I just pushing and that one under the bus?? due to the fact that i may or may not even get whats on the test!
Okay scratch that last entry I just got lost and it's only been my first month here talk about typical "freshman" so get this I was looking for algebra one when I just stumbled into Spanish 2 people kept yelling at me and telling me to go to the wing how was I supposed to know I lost my schedule after the first week does Hope High School will get more exciting in the same piercing then what just happened to me right now
So I'm in the first semester finishing to the second semester and Christmas is about to come and when we come back it will be already the classes are getting hard and the only classes I get is health and the interesting we had a subject is what happens when a tattoo and piercing goes horribly wrong. I didn't know that if blood connected to other blood can end up in cancer and if a piercing goes bad and it goes through a vein then you'll probably die.
Second semester: last week of school sorry I haven't updated you so much stress and it's only my first year teachers were talking about some tests next year that we have to prepare for something that will be a requirement for graduation how hard can you be a mean I only need 350 points in each and only passed two tests no big deal right or am I just pushing and that one under the bus?? due to the fact that i may or may not even get whats on the test!